The Shiniest One, The Sweetest One, My Choker.

A pretty locket, the one i always wished for.

It came in the mail today, and not in the way you would think.

A flyer, a picture, a sweet and simple nothing.

A reminder of how my life was your life and yours was mine.

A reminder how hard this will be.

THere were a thousand things we never got to do together, give each other, show each other. BUt i guess that's over now, i guess it's too late.

And don't think i won't miss you, i will. Don't think i don't love you, i Do.

But there were a thousand thoughts that could never be yours. A thousand dreams you refused to share with me.

I wanted this to be life altering, changing, jarring...

But i'll admit, i'm too far away from myself to hurt anymore.