Monday, August 01, 2005

Because Love Never Lasts

Give me strength to do the things i know i must. Give me strength to be alone, to be strong.

I'm so afraid. I'm so scared. Dont tell me everyone is. Because this is Him. Or so i thought...

In his eyes i saw my future. Wife, children, growing old. that sort of thing. do you know how much that means? Do you know how much it hurts to officially say that i give in. I give up. I can't do this anymore.

I know i'm selfish, thinking of how much this hurts me when it's me leaving him. BUt it does, it hurts.

Two years. i've learned so much of what love means from him. I've learned so much about myself and what i expect from people. He has taught me affection.

It's broken my heart to realize that we were no longer going anywhere. THat love isn't enough.

Here i am, the girl with big dreams, the girl who believed in magic. Here i am, the one with hope letting it all go. standing on hard ground. seeing for teh first time that love, it's just not enough. It's not enough. It's not enough.

Breakups are for Lovers.

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