Saturday, November 12, 2005

Like a Shattered glass, a million reflections of the most beautiful things.

Your head rests on my legs. warm and slow. you lap me up as i melt. i sigh and sigh and your eyes closes, tounge extended.

I'm tired now. I'm always tired, have you noticed? i hold your hands, stroke your fingers, your body is smooth against mine. thin and giving, you're always so giving.

I think of tears. smooth and cold, blue perhaps. instead i pull you up to meet my face. and our bodies meet again and again. rocking and shaking and you know my rhythm by now. my heart aches and my hands pull you closer. closer. i'm kissing your neck and i almost want to fall asleep.

You're golden in the light.

You kiss me. kiss me. Soft and moist. long, deep. just like i wanted. you're going slow now. just like i wanted.

you're moaning like whispers. i breathe them in. swallow them down. I love this most. the way your heart beats against my bare chest.

My legs wrap around you tighter, pushing more. as i come. and to sound cliche, in waves. it starts out as something small. startling, surprising. shooting through my entire body, pulling down my eyelids, closing my hands, arching my back. everything pulls in. I pull in. in. in. in. like screams i keep secret. And then, another cliche, it explodes. I think of colors. rainbows, fireworks. LIke a secret i've always kept. I'm released. My fingers loosen, toes uncurl, eye roll upwards. collapse. every muscle relaxes and the pleasure, like a liquid drug. Thick and heavy. coursing through my veins. like maple syrup dripping onto expectant tounges.

THe moans are deeper now. you're deeper now. and when you raise my hips to meet yours there is no resistance. I writhe in your grip. and then you come too. beautiful. even when fully lit. all flaws only magnify.

Here you are, my love, wrapped in my arms, legs, body. My face in the nook of your neck where i fit perfectly, oh, just perfectly. I'm breathing you in. in. in.

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