An adult with thin wrists and scrappy hair she holds her breath in the break of wet and makes a wish. "make it go away" her heart whispers.
She runs through rain to earn a way to heaven, take a left on Prospect for the pretty view of lights.
And at night Sirius is the only star she sees. She would wish but they're all gone now.
They desert him before the doorstop even.
She deserts her Him on the drive home through silence.
"i'm sorry" her heart whispers.
It's too early and too late. And she goes online still crossing her fingers, still hidden in tunnels.
Sometimes no matter how hard you hope there are some things impossible. Unicorns.
She doesn't anyone else to want her Beautiful but him. thank you for closing off within her. Thank you for making it impossible to be happy.
Where will she turn tomorrow? Where will she wish? Where will she get lost? Who will find the way?
She doesn't and won't ever smell of him again. heartache.
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