Confessions

I Hate you. I hate how you can hurt me. How you always do. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

There are times i wish i could scream it at you all night long. Until my voice is raw. Until there are no tears left in me.

I hate you.

I Hate you.

How could you hurt me like this. How could you do this to me. what did i ever do to deserve this. what did i ever do that has made me so awful.

I hate you for reasons i'll never tell anyone. Because everyone will look down on me for it.

I hate you for making me ashamed of myself. Of the things i hold inside of me.

I make jokes of it. I make fun of it. BUt i am so hurt i can barely breathe at times. I am so hurt that it hurts me to be alive.

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

You nothing. You selfish. You lousy. You Useless. You Coward. Liar. I hate you.

Your weakness i hate. you lack of passion i hate. your death i hate. I hate you. I hate you.



and no matter what anyone says this will never be ok again. I will be ok but this, this will never mend.




I hate you for that.