Kiss Another Face

I'm thinking of you and I get a sort of stunted double vision.

All i wanted was the noise.

All i wanted was the feeling of something close to me again. I feel so far. I feel so far.

I feel so distant.

And I wanted you to tell me that you still loved me. Still loved me. But you said I still hurt you. you still hurt me.

And i understood. i understand. And whoever really thought love was enough anyways? I don't anymore.

And she wonders why I can't trust and Why I can't let go.

Well I understand. I understand. Don't love me anymore, I understand. Turn your phone off and kiss another face. Don't love me anymore. Don't anymore.

And Everyone sleeps so early now and i'm desperate. Just want to feel close again. feel closed again. feel close again.

Pictures of the ones i used to love and i used to hate but not i just regret. I see the warmth on their skin.

And that's what i want. I want sunkissed. I want close. I want close.

I'm lonely but i cannot talk. I'm afraid and I will not dare. Let's kiss eyes closed and pretend like that's enough. We never believed it anyways. never believed us anyways.

And I say "if only I could have been strong enough not to hurt you..." And I mean, "if only you were strong enough not to hurt me..."

Best friends doesn't mean forever. It means for now until life gets in the way. And Tired doesn't mean let's go to bed together and make everything alright. It means i'm so tired of you so please don't speak.

I just wanted the noise. The noise. the noise.

I want my voice back.