Illness

And because i have to put thisinto words before i simply explode........

I'm so sick of waiting. i'm sick of being tired. and i'm sick of being hurt. I'm sick of being brushed away.

I'm sick of worrying. I'm sick of crying. I'm sickof sleeping and i'm sick of you.

I'm sick of knowing your passwords and i'm sick of not being able to turn away. I'm sick of losing hope. i'm sick of feeling guilty for being so goddamned sick. I'm sick of going through day by motherfucking day just waiting and waiting and waiting.

I'm sick of dreading. I'm sick oh hiding. I'm sick of beating around the bush and being afraid.

I'm sick of hoping. I'm sick of Hurting.


I'm sick of being without you.