I'm best at lying to myself. I'm best at making myself hurt. make my self happy. make myself completely befuddled.

I'm best at putting myself in situations with a million tangled threads. I'm best at entanglement.

I'm really great at making things more complicated than they have to be. Maybe i feed off the stress and misery.

As of recent a lot of my insecurities have come to light. What am i supposed to do now? just fix it? leave it be?

Who do i love? and for how long?