Trembling She Rises

Another dissappointment. another let down. another lonely night. another lonely monrning. Another sigh she's dedicated to you.

and now she remembers why she couldn't love you in the first place. She's angry now. angry now. Her fists clenched, insides closed. She's fighting back tears.

you promised her forever and she felt her heart need you again. It's too bad that forever couldn't be now. couldn't be here. couldn't ever begin.

She's fighting herself so hard on this one. breathe, she tells herself. breathe and let it go. let it go. let it out.

She needs a body now, a body to fill the void. but doesn't have the heart to find one.