Saturday, September 10, 2005

She'll Confess to Nothing

Because you couldn't hear it in her voice? or is it because you didn't want to?

well she'll tell you now. she's angry again. angry. fist clenched, eyes closed, achingly angry. she's ready for breakdown. she's ready for tears.

SHE NEEDED YOU. but you were too blind to see that, weren't you. too deaf to listen. you think that this is the way to go about it. i know you do. but i'm further than ever. go ahead, keep pushing. keep pushing. keep fucking keep fucking. you're losing me and you'll regret it when you realize. you'll regret that iw as the best thing that could have been for you. yea, so i'm stuck up. so i'm conceited. can't you see that i have the potential to be your wonderful? can't you see how much i need you? how much you're fucking LOSING me.

She's sobbing again. over you again. she's just so broken down. she's just so lost. she needs run away. she needs

she needs anything.

she's tried so hard to be normal again. she's tried so hard to be pretty again. and let's all admit it, she's done a great job. round of applause great. round of drinks for all great.

she's sick again but none of you know, she's keeping it in. she's avoiding it. She's hoping it's death again but we all know it won't ever be. it won't ever be. a sick sort of torture, a sick sort of pain.

lightheaded. too much at once. too many miles, too many hours, too much wasted on so little. so little. she's sick again and you don't even care. she needed you again and you don't even care.

well hear this, she'll call you tonight. tell you it's over tonight. tell you it hurts tonight. go ahead, live your life without her. grow without her. hell, travel without her, salt in the wound, it's funny, isn't it. let's laugh it up. she feels ridiculous. she feels ridiculous. over an dover and over again.

she's distant again. she's grasping again. can she do this? can she do this?

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