*I can see in the way you speak that you're scared. that you're afraid. that you don't know what passion is because you won't let it hold you and you don't know what reality is because you don't want to live in it. you've walled yoruself in and won't see out. you've blockaded yourself in and you won't step out.*


i'm sighing because of you and i can't bear to say it out loud. every song relates to you and i can't bear to sing along. everythign i write is about you and i wish so hard i could show you. i'm so lonely and i think if i weren't i could escape these thoughts of you. i could run away from these overwhelming emotions. i'm ready to cry but i refuse to let these tears fall. i'm ready to move on but i refuse to let go. I can't let go. i need to let go and i can't i just can't...