I'm not going to ask because I'm not ready for the answer.

I'm going to stop myself because i've never been able to distance from you but you've always been able to from me.

That is no fault on your part. only mine.

Close my eyes. Close my eyes. Close my eyes.

This no longer exists. This doubt is imaginary.

I won't say a word any longer. not to you. not a slip. not an implication.

I'm not ready for the truth.

Even not hearing it i'm scared and hurt. By you.

I know you'll agree with him. I know you'll tell me.

My insecurities are far too great for friendship.

for dependance.

step back. step back. step back.

Where do i stand? what do i say?

I'll hold myself a moment longer and then i'll walk away.

Then i'll walk away and you'll simply be another one i'll always miss.