I keep having to remind myself to be nice. I will keep my mouth shut i will NOT say anything. i WILL be nice. dear god i suck some harcore ass.

Listeneing to you talking about your bright future and i remeber tha tboth your feet are properly functioning. that you *aren't* like me. That you didn't need a good shot on the foot to REALLY see where you stood. I guess i'm just two steps behind. i guess i'm falling shrot again. I guess i'll take the role as loser again. Again. and again. and again. I hope you the best in your life. even though i hate you now. even though we grew up and i don't love you now. You shouldn't know my business because i don't know you. I don't want to know you and you know nothing about me. Shut up and leave me alone. I hate you.