Bought a big stuffed fish today. It's soft. makes me happy.





I wish i had a hug and a million and one soft kisses and fluttering eyelashes and the sweetness of hands held and quivering expectations. I wish for a sort of silly puppy love that's more tender and good than anything i've ever experienced. I want sincerity and honesty. Passion and heart. I want giggles and whispers and smiles. I want Magic again.


Daisy's Birthday Party. Today's Expenses: about $120 BAH HUMBUG. damn me and my compulsive spending habits. Went ice skating. Bruise on hip, knee, and thigh. A bit swollen wrist. Damn me and my clumsiness.