Patience

A small part of this is just waiting for everything to sortitself out.

but i don't think it will. not withthis.

this'll be harder and uglier and a thousand times more hurtful than just "letting it sort itself out"

but it has to be.

I can't just let this go on.



Why is everyone waiting on me to be happy?

Searching for a smile and working towards a laugh.


don't they know yet?

That i'll never be satisfied?