Drowning, She calls this.

I wonder if you're sleeping well tonight.

I wonder if you're sleeping well tonight.


I wonder if you're sleeping well tonight.

I wonder if you're sleeping well tonight.

I'm burning inside. My tears can't put this out. I can't think of what to do.

do you understand that?

do you understand that?



I'll admit... WRiting this. these 3 or 4 sentances has been hard.

squeezing water through a dam.

a few words from a closing heart.

How could you let this happen to me? to us? How can i be alone again?

how?


How could this happen and for you to say you're happy. happy. I hope you're warm in bed and not thinking of me. I hope you can be happy without me.

easily.

easily

Don't call this fate. Don't refer this back to waves. Don't tell me you're numb. Don't tell me you need my goodnight just to say

that you don't love me.

anymore.

I wish the night weren't cold. If morning didn't seem like a threat.

I hope tomorrow I won't think of you, fear and loneliness.

I'll take only as long as it takes you to realize that

you need me.

I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to do this. I don't know I don't know I just don't know anymore.

But I hope this makes you happy. That you're sleeping well tonight because

This has done nothing but make me hate you

more.