But Only a Half Thought

I'm glancing down at midnight to see my legs far larger than i remember them last, my stomach with an added hill or two.

I want to say i've never been on to care greatly about my weight...

And no way in hell i'd go on a diet (and don't you dare say i need to) but... It's nights like these alone with only my mess surrounding me, that i wish i could have been different

physically.