I have so much to tell you and i can't even begin to start. where DO i start? what is there to say? how will you take it and will you leav eme? still love me? decide to keep me at arms length again? what will you say behind my back and what will you really think? What if you knew the whole truth and nothign but the trut? what if i were brave enough to let this all out. to let this all go and maybe put in an effort. what would happen if i weren't so afraid of giving and so prone to taking? what would happen if i weren't so afraid? weren't so afraid? what could happen if i weren't so afraid?