We Fail and Drown

In a world as fragile as ours there is no sense of time.

We have no history. we have no culture. We have no stories to tell or lessons to learn.

There is only you and i. With our hands chapped and covered with salt. With our lips burnt and aching for water. Only us trying to forge a light. to force a life.

She jerks herself off until she cries in frustration. cries in grief. This is a friction of another kind. They no longer have a fire.

We are primitive beasts hunting our prey. We have no breasts and we pull our bow strings hard. There is dirt in our hair because that's the way it was meant to be. There is roughness to our hands. because that's the way we were meant to be. And we listen to the heartbeat of the world and we never go off track. We hunt like humanity and feel the blood along arms. there's blood on us everywhere. We are guilty of the murder. We are guilty of the stain. Their eyes fear us. even in the dark.

We are creatures to dip and curl in effortless grace. in courtship dances. in a ritual for mates. twisting hand, twisting necks. It's painful and it reaches into her soul. This is birth. This is death. This is the moment we all remember to forget.

And from the darkness we come screaming. in the darkness we cum screaming. And it's dry and painful and we pull away with tenderness in regards to only our pain. No sympathy for the other. the attacker. the protector. the love and fighter. the hunter and prey. the ones without the title being so lost in life and never feeling right. never feeling right.

Our scars are signs of obscenities and it's too far in. too far gone. we'll never make this just again. We will never be justified again.

We have lost all sense of time. In each other at a point. in our misery at another.

And now we must come up for air. to see the world. and as we fail we drown. as we fail we drown.