wow... long time no blog.

ok, wow. that was incredibly dorky of me to say.. but.. erhm.. what *is* there to say? i can't seem to think of much...

we've been reading hamlet in class an i really like it. i can't read it so easily but when i read aloud or watch it it's easy as pie. hehe. maybe not pie. but at least i think i get it.

Hey tiffany, I have a new quater for you... if you don't have it already. I've got missouri. hehehehe. home of the mo'fuckin' inbreds, yo! hella lick your elbow! (mwahah. i rhymed. i'm a rapper.) but erh... there's like two rows of trees on the side and a river with a boat and a bunch of peopel in the center.. it says "corps of discovery." they're liars. they ain't cores o' no damn shit. i think it might supposed to be sacagawea, lews and clark? i dunno.. my random guess. or just people.

ANYWAYS...

let's see... what's new with me? erhm.. i'm doin' a bit better at that whole "student" bit... i've got a job interview in HMB today and one tomorrow in Montara. I'm hopin' more for th first.

let's see.... what else is tehre to say? i finished my letter to Kevin but couldn't think of what to send in a package. maybe i'll jsut send the letter and the candy>? heh. dissapointment, major, eh? it's not like he deserves it anyways... he hasn't sent me anything. hell, not even an Email. and he only talks to me online cause *i* instant message *him.* it's petty but what're ya gonna do?

:sigh: i've been so terrible moody lately. i'll blame it on my period. damn bleeding vagina. it's DISGUSTING. lol. it's just that when i get so tired i get depressed... and it's hard to avoid...

or maybe i just get really tired when depressed... either way, it doesn't matter...

oh. and for fun time's sake.. Andrea and justin sittin' in a tree. k-i-s-s-i-n-g. first comes love then comes marriage then comes a baby in a baby carriage!

ok... so.. maybe that was a little much. sorry...

You wanna get in the zone? Britney's new CD came out yesterday. i didn't buy it. Grace did. i burned it. (looks down in shame) piracy. Honey come's out the 5th. it's exciting.

and as a departing thought... Have you ever read in stories, books, and things of the such the line or something of the sort... "we kissed liek we were teenagers again" or basically teh same idea? well.. i have. at least a couple times. it makes me think (yes everyone is sick of me and my thinking) but.... what's teh difference between kissing now and kissing when your (i'm) older? how do teenagers kiss that adults don't normally? is it more passion? is it because teens kiss more openly? more wantingly? kiss more? does that mean when we grow older we just stop kissing as much? that it doesn't hold that same magic? that same meaning? what **is** it that really makes teh difference?? i've asked Riordan and he said that it's the fact that when your young every kiss has the chance and possibility of sex behind it.. is that REALLY all that is? i don't know.. either way... the thought scares me.

I never want to grow old....