Sunday, December 18, 2005

You can be my Constant and I'll never Give you Up

I saw your ankles. You act like i wouldn't. act like i wouldn't care.

We all know me. It's impossible for me not to care. even about those that deserve it the least.

But you, you're one of the few i've ever... god, i can't even degrade it down to a word. You're a part of me, damnit. I need you as a reminder of who i am. I need you in a thousand ways.

No, i'll admit it openly, you're not alot of things i've maybe needed. Something or someone that could be warm and forgiving.

BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER.

I love you. It's pointless. it's hard. it's completely useless. But i do.

I saw your fucking ankles.

And the sad part is... I'm not mad. I'm not even dissapointed. I understand. I understand.

The only thing is... I wish i could have ever been enough to make you happy. I love you. and that won't ever be enough.




And she thought to herself "maybe if no one see then it doesn't derserve to be seen."

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