Toay i was up at 7:30. drove to Rio Vista (2 hours away) and picked up a friend fora friend. Fgrd if i could help i might as well. Dropped them off. got home at about 3. went straight to sleep. awake at 7 (maybe 6:30) and then dinner. Got in trouble for my lack of presence. that was my day.

I want you to understand... You cannot fill the void. I won'tever be here until you can. Until you can say you love me and until you can say you care. Because i'm running from you. running so i don't scream that i hate you and running so i don't scream that i'm scared. I'm just lookng. Please understand that i'm merely looking... Looking for that something to add. that something to complete. But know this, it isn't full without you either.