I wonder what you're doing and if you even care. I sit here and i think of you and all that you represented to me, how much you meant to me. What was i to you? I guess i'll never know and i'm sure i'll never ask. If i did would you lie? Sometimes when the sun is out i think of how much more perfect it would be if you were by my side, when it isn't I think of how i'd be warmer with you there. I like to think about your everyday life and every word your saying, I like to pretend i can be there and i pretend that you could be here. I wonder what it'd be like if we could be together, one more time? one more forever? I heard a song today that reminded me of you. It made me want to cry. I laughed instead. It was good while it lasted, right? I'm trying to fill my time, replace you with a million other things but it just won't do. nothing can compare. Tomorrow is another day, Will you think of me? Tomorrow i'll get up, Do you *ever* think of me? I'm trying not to lose hope but it's close to impossible.


Will i ever see you again? or will all i get is that one last goodbye memory?