Boy: there is a LOT i want and need to tell you... I just never get the chance. or maybe i'm just placing too much importance in people again. too much significance. i'm wary of whether or not there's a relationship there or just a silly game. i don't want to say anything if i shouldn't. if there's nothing there then i need to know. i need to know what you're thinking. what you're feeling. whether or not any sort of struggle or effort isn't worth it. I need to know if this is worth it. if we could work this out and find some sort of good standing ground.

The Phantom on the Opera comes back to san francisco in 3 days! i'm dying to go and watch it.