Bad Dog

who has a tattoo? I do.

Who bought killer sexy cute shoes? I did.

Whose dog crapped out the biggest turd that had to be picked up by hand today? I do.

It's Too Late for "Better"

You watch me lay here, the tears gathering behind my eyes, inside each feature. You see the lips that are supposed to be a graceful smile. You see my eyes, once shimmering, once loving, shut tight -- too afraid to see what's going on. You see my face that you once called beautiful contorted holding back sobs you know you'll never hear. You wonder what i'm thinking, if it's hate or love i'm seeing. You caress me, hoping for a responce but there's only silence. Only each shaking sigh that holds too many unsaid meanings. You wait for something, anything to fill the worry that's clouding your head, the fear that's growing in your heart. You wait for something, you don't know what, that tells you to leave, tells you to go, tell you that it's too late.

You Never Knew Me Then

And you'll never know me now.

Birthday count down: 1 day

Have you ever got so confused and lost in something that all you wanted was to get out? Even though you knew the tangle was al worth it?

Sometimes I miss things i really shouldn't miss and I hate the things I know that I love.

What's wrong with me? Why can't I just let myself be happy?