Yesterday I Aced a 100 question Biology test that I didn't study for.
Today I wrote an 8 page paper.
by hand.
Today I gave a speech with only a minute prep time.
By Tomorrow I have to turn in at least 40 articles, 6 questions about topics i don't know, and some other stuff...
By thursday I have to have completed my 4 page history report, 13 movie reviews, and 8 chapter questions.
4 down, 2 to go.
Now on to Lasagna and Minestrone times.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
You're Supposed to be Gone.
Last night I had another dream about you. Even though i've sworn to forget.
I think i saw you in your car, the same care from before, the one i couldn't name. And i was with Chelsea, it might have been Daisy. It was one of my friends that matters but I never see but their memory affects me.
We saw you and they (my friend) told me to say hello. I was hateful and angry but mostly scared and excited. I said hello.
You were bigger than when I was with you and you asked me if i wanted to hang out.
I said yes and we went to Starbucks to have a cookie and you had some coffee and I knew i wasn't supposed to be there.
I was supposed to be with Him, not You. I was supposed to be with tthe Him that matters to me, the real one, the one that doesn't just come in dreams. But that didn't make me leave. Everyone said I should stay.
We talked of things I can't remember and I lied about it later.
That's all that seems clear to me now.
I think i saw you in your car, the same care from before, the one i couldn't name. And i was with Chelsea, it might have been Daisy. It was one of my friends that matters but I never see but their memory affects me.
We saw you and they (my friend) told me to say hello. I was hateful and angry but mostly scared and excited. I said hello.
You were bigger than when I was with you and you asked me if i wanted to hang out.
I said yes and we went to Starbucks to have a cookie and you had some coffee and I knew i wasn't supposed to be there.
I was supposed to be with Him, not You. I was supposed to be with tthe Him that matters to me, the real one, the one that doesn't just come in dreams. But that didn't make me leave. Everyone said I should stay.
We talked of things I can't remember and I lied about it later.
That's all that seems clear to me now.
Monday, December 13, 2004
Final Self Evaluation
What skills have you learned that you will take with you? Explain.
What do you feel you still need to work on?
If you were grading yourself on demeanor, attitude, performance, attendance, and participation what grade do you feel you ahve earned and why?
What would you cahnge if you could?
Review yourself and state how your practices have affected your progress?
What do you feel you still need to work on?
If you were grading yourself on demeanor, attitude, performance, attendance, and participation what grade do you feel you ahve earned and why?
What would you cahnge if you could?
Review yourself and state how your practices have affected your progress?
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Saturday Night
In short panting breaths each little sob came. I could only inhale. The pressure in my head grew tears streamed down my face. The lights blurred and the lines were lost and I could only wish it would stop.
