"If you don't take the world who will?" he says.

Cheating heart i am.

THe music was loud and all i could hear was my breathing. he leaned in. tasted of salty sweat. his lip in my mouth. I breathed him. what are you doing?

two in 24 hours. a record. I hope i never forget the way it feels in his arms. i know i will.

come home past midnight i wish for him. his voice is tired. i hang up. don't tell the secret.

i've kissed someone else.

i shouldn't have. i'm not ready yet. not ready yet.

what am i doing? what the hell am i doing?!

i cry the whole way home because i can't love enough. my love is not enough.

If he won't take my world, who will?