Today was another bad day to add to the list of bad days. at least they're warm, right? right.

Last night i had a hardcore Kevin dream. just a tad upsetting. usually they're just dreams, no matter what we're doing or what the story is... but this time, it seemed so real. i woke up still feeling the feeling of being in his arms and the collapse within me. But then again, it was so long ago is it REALLY valid to say i remember what it felt like in the first place? just going off of rusted memories and my own assumptions.

i've been sick for FAR too long. this is, what? my 5th time being sick just since september? that's too much for just one winter if ya ask me. My brain is decaying. my throat is degrading. e gads my health has gone to hell.

but that's ok, cause i'm in one of those "PLEASE FUCKING SHOOT ME!" moods anyways. i get in them perpetually. mostly due to exhaustion that and the oncoming summmer. ew, that and my senior exit project.

well, must go. the puppy calls. (actually, the puppy is whining and the phone is ringing. same diff, right?)