Today i saw a broken heart in the clouds and cried from a lack of anything better to do. Just then, for a moment, i saw lush red lines of pain in the sky. THe kind that blood drips down and you keep secret with pants or sleeves or making sure his hand never brushes your legs like you know he wants to. But then i realized they're only silly thoughts that i should have abandoned long ago. Sometimes emotion fades and you're left with nothing. A big, blank nothing. The kind of hollowness that echoes and makes you want to cry.