In honor of bloggie fun (ah the world they've opend me up to...) dear god i'm a fucking nerd. EITHER WAY!

100 things you don't know about me...

1. i've always held the secret wish to be an artist but am not brilliant enough for inspiration.
2. I once owned a solid icy blue outfit. I called it icy blue.
3. I sleep talk
4. I'm afraid of thunder. not lightning.
5. I am somehow related to Amy Tan (although i've never met her and she's yet to know me.)
6. I'm a VERY bad dancer but i do it anyways.
7. I like chemistry.
8. I hate cats because my dad is allergic.
9. I don't like white sheets or white towels
10. I used to like Boyz-2-men
11. I could eat rice for days
12. i was vegetarian for 5 months
13. my longest running relationship with the opposite sex is 5 months
14. i hate feeling clausterphobic in a friendship
15. I learned love from a best friend in a totally platonic way
16. I wish we could have loved each other longer
17. I lost my first kiss at 15
18. I danced ballet for 7 + (i can't figure it out) years of my 17 year long life
19. I miss dancing but have lost technique, shape, and time
20. I've lost my technical and REAL virginty
21. I've had a party every birthday but 1.
22. I prefer the telephone over IM or Email
23. I'm relatively good at math
24. and english
25. But i suck at non-scholastic subjects
26. I hate puzzles, crosswordpuzzles, and bullshit of the such. i suck.
27. I love SCRABBLE!
28. I am not my brothers, or sister.
29. although i wouldn't mind being like my sister or mom.
30. They are my idols.
31. Even though she writes teeny-bop books i love Francesca Lia Block
32. Kissing is my passion.
33. I like the word DICK.
34. I don't like pussy, cunt, or vagina
35. I've never tasted the last 3.
36. I got an 1120 on my SATs
37. My middle name is Barabad. My mom's maiden name.
38. I suck at writing poems
38. I like ice cream
39. I consider myself tall
40. i like deep voices
41. Fish, bugs, reptiles, and BIRDS scare me
42. i've only filled 1 journal. I have a collection of half-filled ones.
43. i get rashes on my thighs when i run.
44. I love the sun and warmth and sunsets and rises
45. Bu tthe night enchants me
46. I want to die young
47. i'm usually quite passive
48. i like crayons
49. I have scars
50. I'm a very picky eater.
51. I collect bouncy balls
52. I think before i talk unless i'm saying somethign offensive.
53. I used to be obsessed with: sailor moon, pandas, winnie the pooh, and dark angel
54. My first crush was on a cartoon.
55. I 've had a couple other cartoon crushes
56. I'm vulgar
57. i'm shoe size 6
58. i've watched and read porn
59. i've never drinken beer.
60. i've never taken any drug
61. i've smoked a cigarette.
62. I like the Justice leauge
63. I can lick my own nipple
64. I have a green birthmark on my butt
65. and a bruise (this year) named bernard in the shape of a baby bird
66. I've never stayed awake a FULL 24 hours
67. i'm chronically late/tardy/lagging
68. I hide prom pictures in my desk
69. In middle school i used to wish that i would be valedvictorian in highschool (hah. RIGHT)
70. I once believed, quite strongly, in no sex before marriage.
71. biology interests me greatly
72. I'm a raging hornball
73. I masterbate
74. I do even though i have a boyfriend
75. I drive a Jetta wagon
76. I like techno
77. I've made out *to* techno music *in* my jetta wagon
78. i'm catholic.
79. when i *do* go to church my parents make me bring up the offerings
80. i have no door
81. My favorite tree is a madrone
82. My sister lives in Hawaii
83. I don't know how to cool
84. I usually eat things i REALLY don't like
85. I like britney. yes, we're on a first name basis.
86. I have a lip obsession...
87. And necks...
88. I read a lot of online journals and stuff...
89. i remember learning how to tie my shoes
90. i like to call myself fat
91. I like ribbons
92. I began to crack my knuckles cause my brother did and i thought he was cool.
93. My boyfriend loves me
94. And i him...
95. As of late, i've begun to like the color red.
96. My walls are white and i wish they weren't.
97. my cieling isn't flat
98. I know a million Tv show/cartoon theme songs
99. I really like cheese.
100. I'm cooler than you.