Lately I've been feeling a bit stir crazy. I don't know what I want or where I want to go. i just don't want to be this and be here.

It's a mix between anxiety and the inability to breathe and panic and excitement. Over nothing.

I'm torn between tht fear and the need for somethign new and exciting. Sometimes I feel like I'm not prepared for the life I want.

That the difference between what I can do and can handle is too far from what I want and dream of doing. So, I'll never find some sort of happiness.