So i did something i maybe shouldn't have done.

and i felt all like "yay" earlier but now i'm muddled cause i'm a stupid nosey girl that goes snooping in places where her nose doesn't belong. and to make it worse i'm even more girly by being jealous and stupid and doubtful.

what hell. that's why i'm supposed to go to bed at 12 each night. it's 4 and i've somehow convinced myself that adam no longer loves me.

i don't need anyone anyways.


god, who am i kidding. i'm so pathetic.