Long time no update, love.
well, where to begin? and when shall i end?
there's too much to be caught on for catching... so lets start anew!
Hello, my name is sydney. i'm 17 years old and i livein half moon bay!
today, at the mall i bought a new black skirt, a hello kitty watch, some kick ass sunglasses (can we all sayu ladybug?), and a birthday card. good times abundant.
oh, and then i went to south city, we ate carls jr. cause the deli with sandwhiches next door was closed. prceeded by ice cream.
on my drive home i felt the need to cry, i always feel theneed to cry.
and that is all from me...
good ngith
Sunday, February 29, 2004
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
so last ngiht i had a dream...
it was (fanfare) a europe dream. we were still there and everyone settling in, getting rooms, and i put my stuff down and then kevin puts his stuff down next to my bed too, assuming.. ya know.... well, i don't want to sleep with him and w/o saying anything i get my stuff and i move. and i walk by tiffany and john all cutesy like. lay on a bed all by myself, and kevin walks by and deep down i want him to come in, lay with me and stuffies... but i just close my eyes and ignore him, pretend like he's not there. and then for some reason Mr. R tells us we're staying an extra 14 days. and then ms. nightengale is like "we need to find a place to stay for 6 days. AND THEN we're staying for 14 more days!" and so i got all worried, like, where the HELL would istay?!?!? and SO! tiffany and i and someone else are
blah b;ah too lazy to finish... will later
it was (fanfare) a europe dream. we were still there and everyone settling in, getting rooms, and i put my stuff down and then kevin puts his stuff down next to my bed too, assuming.. ya know.... well, i don't want to sleep with him and w/o saying anything i get my stuff and i move. and i walk by tiffany and john all cutesy like. lay on a bed all by myself, and kevin walks by and deep down i want him to come in, lay with me and stuffies... but i just close my eyes and ignore him, pretend like he's not there. and then for some reason Mr. R tells us we're staying an extra 14 days. and then ms. nightengale is like "we need to find a place to stay for 6 days. AND THEN we're staying for 14 more days!" and so i got all worried, like, where the HELL would istay?!?!? and SO! tiffany and i and someone else are
blah b;ah too lazy to finish... will later
Sunday, February 15, 2004
woot woot hawaiian good times?
or sorta alright times...
my sister's house is pretty cool, really spacious, really clean... it's all beigy neutral cool. it sorta makes me sick. or maybe it's jsut hawaii. because it's my luck, whenever we're in hawaiin i not only get really depressed but i usally get pretty physically sick as well. blech. i'm a bay area baby? whatever....
i trust everyone had a good valentines day (although i know most did not. i can still hope) cause i know i did. it was good times. let's see... hmmm... what did we doo.... first we ate, then we went to the zeum, then the park, and then the metreon, then to eat again (we're fat) and then to his house for a nice nap (i splept for like, what was it? an hour or so) and then to micheals, Kmart, then to his to watch the madeliene movie. i will never look at lace the same way. oh, and after kmart we ate again (yea. we're REALLY fat.) and... uhm... then yea? it wasn't anything like.. uber magnificent but it was still really really nice and such. :sigh:
AND THEN!!!! this morning i awoke at 5:40 (although i fell asleep at about 2) to finish my packing and head to the airport with family.
and hear i am in the glorious island of oahu.
or sorta alright times...
my sister's house is pretty cool, really spacious, really clean... it's all beigy neutral cool. it sorta makes me sick. or maybe it's jsut hawaii. because it's my luck, whenever we're in hawaiin i not only get really depressed but i usally get pretty physically sick as well. blech. i'm a bay area baby? whatever....
i trust everyone had a good valentines day (although i know most did not. i can still hope) cause i know i did. it was good times. let's see... hmmm... what did we doo.... first we ate, then we went to the zeum, then the park, and then the metreon, then to eat again (we're fat) and then to his house for a nice nap (i splept for like, what was it? an hour or so) and then to micheals, Kmart, then to his to watch the madeliene movie. i will never look at lace the same way. oh, and after kmart we ate again (yea. we're REALLY fat.) and... uhm... then yea? it wasn't anything like.. uber magnificent but it was still really really nice and such. :sigh:
AND THEN!!!! this morning i awoke at 5:40 (although i fell asleep at about 2) to finish my packing and head to the airport with family.
and hear i am in the glorious island of oahu.
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
TO all those wondering...
Lysa left. she went to texas to stay with her online friend-boy. i'm REALLY worried about her. but what am i to do? we'll all jsut sit here, hoping, and praying that nothign bad happens to her. and in the words of the ever so wise riordan (HAH!) may she make all the best choices.
Lysa left. she went to texas to stay with her online friend-boy. i'm REALLY worried about her. but what am i to do? we'll all jsut sit here, hoping, and praying that nothign bad happens to her. and in the words of the ever so wise riordan (HAH!) may she make all the best choices.
Sunday, February 08, 2004
WHOA!
blog has changed itself. freaky deaky. how the hell do i work this thing!?
but.... ANYWAYS! long time no blog? mwahha.
for updates...
wednesday was tiffany's birthday. WOOT WOOT SHE'S ILLEGAL! saturday was her surprise party. loads o' fun. right? yea, whatever.
erhm.... AGHK. this new blog thing is really tweaking with me.
I have eyeliner all over me from sleeping.
but to go on with what i really came here to rant about....
WHY CAN HE STILL DO THIS TO ME?! one word and i'm totally his. one little anything and he fucks with my head so hardcore. and then i won't talk to hear from him for a couple months. i'll readjust to life without him and be quite happy WITHOUT him until he comes right back. comes back just to remind me that i can hurt.
because i love adam. i do. and "boy" has the GREATEST talent at reappearing just as adam and i have like the SLIGHTEST issue. something teeny tiny that i shoudln't care about and then there's stupid "boy" coming back for more. does this make any sense?!!? i doubt it.
ya know what? i know it doesn't.
because i really really liked "boy" but that shouldn't matter now, right? cause i'm with adam. adam and i are doing good, we're doing great. That little list inside my head that i've been adding to since the beginning of forever on what makes perfection... and so much of it is there. so much, all th emuch that matters is there with adam. and i KNOW this. "boy" doesn't make that go away.
but he adds the question... "how can you love adam if deep down you still love me?"
blog has changed itself. freaky deaky. how the hell do i work this thing!?
but.... ANYWAYS! long time no blog? mwahha.
for updates...
wednesday was tiffany's birthday. WOOT WOOT SHE'S ILLEGAL! saturday was her surprise party. loads o' fun. right? yea, whatever.
erhm.... AGHK. this new blog thing is really tweaking with me.
I have eyeliner all over me from sleeping.
but to go on with what i really came here to rant about....
WHY CAN HE STILL DO THIS TO ME?! one word and i'm totally his. one little anything and he fucks with my head so hardcore. and then i won't talk to hear from him for a couple months. i'll readjust to life without him and be quite happy WITHOUT him until he comes right back. comes back just to remind me that i can hurt.
because i love adam. i do. and "boy" has the GREATEST talent at reappearing just as adam and i have like the SLIGHTEST issue. something teeny tiny that i shoudln't care about and then there's stupid "boy" coming back for more. does this make any sense?!!? i doubt it.
ya know what? i know it doesn't.
because i really really liked "boy" but that shouldn't matter now, right? cause i'm with adam. adam and i are doing good, we're doing great. That little list inside my head that i've been adding to since the beginning of forever on what makes perfection... and so much of it is there. so much, all th emuch that matters is there with adam. and i KNOW this. "boy" doesn't make that go away.
but he adds the question... "how can you love adam if deep down you still love me?"
Monday, February 02, 2004
Sunday, February 01, 2004
create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide
The states i've visted + nevada (props to Andrea)